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SanitySometimes, I want to look into your eyes and love you.
Sometimes, I just wanna look into your eyes and hope not to cry.

I have the habit of crying.
I am so delicate...yet strong.
I'll get through it.

I'm strong.
You'r a strong woman and I love you.

I want to love you.
Will you take my hand?
And not hurt me?

Who am I?
Do you know?
Are you mistaken?
As you were before?
Do you love me if you knew?
Am I too strange?
Does nothing kill me?
Would nothing kill you?

Hit.
I bleed.

What happened?
My body is covered in blood.
I think it is my own.

Shhh...

Twisted mind.
Not un-kind.
Still a heart as pure as silver and as valua

ParanoiaAre they laughing?

Yes. I hear them giggling your name again.

If I turn around, will they be staring?

Definitely. You've always been a sight to see.

Will they want to talk to me?

And why would they? You can barely hold an interesting conversation for over three minutes to begin with.

Why don't anyone of them like me?

You don't even like yourself, child. Who would?

Is this paranoia tricking me again?

No. This is your life speaking.

AlprazolamJust one and I'm gone,
I let myself slip into the warm darkness
That is this medicated bliss.

Sleepy and unable to speak,
I have to force myself to think
through the bleak haze that shrouds my mind.

Reality and imagination are the same,
only if I could focus long enough to decide
It doesn't matter anyway.

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The Masochistby ~Aqualastrange

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The Masochist.

mas·och·ist [mas-uh-kist] Show IPA
noun
1.
Psychiatry . a person who has masochism, the condition in which sexual or other gratification depends on one's suffering physical pain or humiliation.
2.
a person who is gratified by pain, degradation, etc., that is self-imposed or imposed by others.

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